Tainted Love

My senses are dulling. My attitude towards all things is slowly turning to apathy. Nothing matters. I don't matter. I can't move on until this is resolved. Promise me that you will return, please my love. I don't want to keep living this life just existing. I don't want to keep pretending like things are better this way, that I don't miss you at all.

The truth is you define ever piece of me. You understand sides of me that no one does or ever will. I am not willing to let go of that just yet. Please don't let go of me just yet. Please say you want to keep going with me, keep trying with me. I love you.

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ʚϊɞ Carol ʚϊɞ Jan 2, 2013, 5:25pm UTC

Very emotional.
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Brian Benson Jan 2, 2013, 5:53pm UTC

I hear and feel what you're saying Lia. You need to define every piece of you, not anyone else...B

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Barbara Radisavljevic Jan 25, 2013, 5:23am UTC

Sometimes our emotions deceive us. I have to agree with Brian. But it's a very hard path to make a break that seems to tear you to pieces. I've been there. Someone I did not want to listen to at the time told me I had three choices. I could go crazy, kill myself, or decide to put my life back together with God's help. I chose the third option, but it was very difficult, even with God's help. It was a long path, but at the end of it, when I turned to look back, I saw how deceived my heart had been, and how much healthier I had become emotionally. We never want to admit to even ourselves that what seemed to be love really was something else.

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amy s. Apr 4, 2013, 10:02am UTC

i love you too
what awesome sedament
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